Evil …

{for solutions/understanding to/of the pandemic-pandemonium:
https://thecollectiveimagination.com/2020/04/19/she-has-the-whole-world-in-his-hands/ }

Hymns to the Holy Mother

Evil …

The logic of “evil” is odd. Evil requires, for meaning at the conceptual level, Good. Each is married to the “other”. The next level of odd, has to do with the truth, which is that not only are Good&Evil married, that marriage is an embodied reflection of aspects of the Divine Mystery Itself.

In my book “The Art of God: an actual theory of Everything”, I write there, as part of the modern conception of God, the idea that observable reality reveals God is distributed, with the same virtues we notice in distributed computing. Keep in mind that distributed computing is useful both to solve certain mathematical/scientific questions requiring a lot of processing power, and it is also a fertile field for “bots” running/dancing to the selfish songs born in black-hat hacking.

If we are a sensible person, we also see how in life individuals make decisions, which decisions effect other folks as well. These “choices” (whether between good&evil, or some other duality) effect the world. We author the choice, and as an aspect of that it is the distributed god&devilwithin us, that chooses.

A sane understanding of Goethean science would cause folk to realize that spirit is everywhere right next to matter. Another married duality. Angels&demons. Men&women.

If we look within, at our feelings, that the properly chastised L. Ron Hubbard misnamed “the reactive mind”, we find another married duality, generally labeled: sympathy&antipathy. Here – in these feelings – is a tendency to move toward what we like, and away from what we do not like. This reactive feeling life, with its dual nature, has deep roots. In a certain Way, these feelings are “intelligence”, even if later we cannot articulate “reasons” for why we did what we did.

Rudolf Steiner described his view of the macrocosmic reality as containing another duality, which he named: Lucifer&Ahriman. The logos (logical) nature of such married dualities is that they are also united, and always a whole. There is no meaning if they are conceived as separate. Steiner taught that Christ was in between these two, and that Life was about our learning how to personally maintain the right relationship among polar conditions – we are the In Between that balances.

The use of the word Christ involves us with a more pressing problem, as regards the religious history of the world. To resolve this means first off to see the rise of the three patriarchal monotheisms as a reflection in the “earth” sphere of macrocosmic qualities – the Divine Mystery is not just Christ, but Allah and Jehovah simultaneously. All duality is in reality a trinity.

There is a social/spiritual set of observations called “Theory U”. It finds that if there is a descent, then there is also an ascent, again a duality. In the case of the Hebrews – who guided the spiritual descent into matter – they became people of the law. Very strict rules, which according to Steiner made possible the creation of a quite definite strain of genetic inheritance. Some work&order was necessary for there to be an avatar body, in which a God might be able to live for a time.

Rules and obedience. The Hebraic Divinity appears in multiple ways, including phenomena like burning bushes, pillars of cloud, and seas that obey the prayers of wizards. The old Testament is filled with dreamers dreaming, and poet-kings singing. Remnants of the goddess religions being slowly subsumed, as the three anti-feminine patriarchal monotheism began the work of imprinting themselves on the world.

Descent needed to followed by ascent. The earth-impression of the Divine Mystery is complex, and while on the one hand both the Hebrew – and already being born Christian religions – there also needed to be a balancing upward movement. Earth and Heaven being woven together, with the last “people of the book” – Islam, being deeply connected to the Mother, to the social heart – the family, and to the Idea of Surrender. We forget history’s song, when we judge Islam and do not recognize that during Europe’s dark age, Islam flowered with genius everywhere.

All three are being destroyed from within, through the advocates of my way or the highway, a common human foible that insures that social forms evolve. Another repetition of the primary marriage of polar states of consciousness.

Part of the current world situation is made especially acute, due to the fact that we feel we are a separate self, over here, while there is an outside/experienced world that is not us. Another duality, that is fundamentally a trinity, which totality itself is a unity, a marriage not in name only. No wonder Christ urges us to cleave to each other, and become again as little children.

Every human being is their own Path. Be yourself; and, I hope the above meditation on “Evil …” has been useful.

for a much longer contemplation: “The Mystery of Evil in the Light of the Sermon on the Mount”


I am a white-privileged, Christian, son of Montana, American citizen, shaman, and, professional heretic

My CV. My e-business card. and a link to some art.

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https://thecollectiveimagination.com/2019/03/20/721/ SIGN: the Hopi Prophecy of the True White Brother.

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language fakeouts

My basic view is that nobody gets to tell me what to feel or think, a favor I gladly return. However, I don’t like running into ideas such as the title to this book: “White Fragility: why it is so hard for white people to talk about racism”. I am, apparently, “white people”. Still, the book wouldn’t sell as well if it said – more honestly – “some white people”.

The problem is the torture of logic, by the use of generalizations. Yes, it is hard to write a bumper sticker or a protest sign that is not simplistic.
A book, however, can deal with subtleties. However, I shouldn’t really judge a book by its cover, or many a person by their cover either – the color of their skin, for example.

Now, if someone believes we can change a person’s heart by laws, … where does real freedom go? Wanting change and delivering change are two very different states of being. The first is easy. The latter very hard, and is made harder by telling folks they have to think and feel what you want them to think and feel.

Personally, if there is a group in need of instruction in civility, it is the United States Senate.

Currently there is a lot of energy for change, much of it rooted in past ugliness. Is it possible that black vs. whites, and police vs. protester are both misdirections by the money-elite, who have poisoned our air our water, our food, and our minds, with the lie that everyone in the world should be vaccinated against their will by multinational monsters without an ounce of conscience, or empathy.

The pandemic is a hoax. There is no contagious germ. Big Pharma took over science at the university level decades ago, and that weak science is being used to make it appear folks are dying from a germ, and not from the slow absorption of poisons in everything including our medicines..

It is a crime on a scale that will dwarf the holocaust. Don’t go for the fakeout. Read these books, not the latest book on “racism”, because whether we are black, white, police, … we are all getting conned.

The Invisible Rainbow, by Arthur Firstenberg; Plague of Corruption,by Dr. Judy Mikovits and Kent Heckenlively, JD, with a forward by Robert Kennedy Jr, and “Vaccines, Autoimmunity, and the Changing Nature of Childhood Illnesses” by Thomas Cowan, MD.

Mother Nature needs our help, and if we don’t, who knows what’s next because She is Rogue Weather, guides the Four Horseman, waits for us at the Gate of Death, and is also Divine Providence, who aids us
whenever we make choices to do something new.

We have every reason to have Faith. That does not, however, mean we get to be lazy and careless, without consequences.


riots and such

Ordinarily, in the end of winter, March Madness appears. That celebration of college basketball is in public venues and on television. Woven in and around this are NBA games, and then playoffs. All over the world soccer is played again and again, in public venues, and on television.

Spring brings professional baseball’s “spring training”.

We have sports bars. And fake bettable contests in a variety of types, from texas hold-um to internationally televised computer game tournaments.

As the ancient Greeks understood, these events, including religious rites, are emotionally cathartic. Cheering and dancing and intoxication are normal ways to ‘blow off steam”.

In lieu of those necessary events, the idiots behind the pandemic-Pandemonium, got all that energy and bottled it up, with social distancing and fear of the other.

Are we to be surprised that when an old festering wound is opened wide,, that bile and rage pour out?

Sure there are bullies and rude boys and agent provocateurs – all throwing gasoline on the fires. They are just a few, while the actual moral majority – want companionship and some damn thing to do besides sit alone in fear.

Here’s the thing … the powers that be have reached too far in their desire to rule. In America, at least, Admiral Yamamoto’s warning to his staff, after the Japanese success in Pearl Harbor applies: “I’m afraid we have awakened a sleeping giant.”

As the future unfolds, we will do best to declare victory over the addicted to wealth and power ( the Gates-types), and their minions (Fauci and friends).

The victory – for us – is that what used to remain unseen – the hydra of corporate malfeasance – is now visible. Their corruption of government is now visible.

America finding its true spirit is a Mystery Rite. First a revolutionary war. Then, a civil war. Now , the Grandmother War.


I had an idea once

I had an idea once, not a bad idea so much, as it was an unrealizable idea.

I wanted to get to meet either Senator Warren, or Oprah Winfrey. I wanted one of them to call the other, and the two of them – successful women, one black and one white, to act in concert.
I wanted them to understand that fame and recognition sometimes came with serious social obligation/opportunities.

I imagined the two of them (this was far before Covid-19) going around the Nation together, and fostering gatherings of white people and black people for a shared meal, and even an intoxicant or two.

The purpose of the gathering was to share stories about life trials everyone experiences. Illness. Good and bad love stories. Issues of aging parent needs. How to deal with ungrateful children. Petty tyrants as bosses. Neighbors who just refuse to be neighborly.

Human beings have a lot in common. In America, we need a few leaders to encourage our meeting people of difference, and to learn to set aside assumptions so as to experience similarities.

We need leading by example, not words.

Enough of that, and we become stronger than the fascists who work for and wish we were at our throats.

They are the enemy, not each other.

It is a choice to think the issues of racism can be addressed by protests, and encouraging each other to feel that emotional expression works, when what is needed is emotional bonding over the fact that all of us (black, white, red, yellow, queer, poor, out of work, hungry for love etc.) are getting collectively screwed, and we can only fix that through a common front.

When I first heard about white-privilege I was incensed. Then I realized it was partially true, so I took away the sting by owning it, and still being more than just an old white guy.

My blog describes me this way: “white-privileged, Christian, son of Montana, American citizen, shaman, and professional heretic.”

All of us have dimensions never touched by noticing the color of our skin. Black rioters, or white ones, or skin heads, or people just trying to gather together to express shared outrage … when the fires are out, and the windows are boarded up, we still have a shared enemy, who will do anything to remain dominant and safe from the streets, away in the high rise mansions, or personal islands in the Caribbean.

There is no pandemic. Government always lies, and the more important the situation, the more wealth-values dominate decision making. Its a con job rooted in elaborate fictions – a major one being that this contagion tall tale is good science. It isn’t.

Meanwhile, there is an endless application of corporate owned media, with one agenda: feed us a false narrative on the way to protecting themselves from the dangers we would be, if we set aside petty differences, and saw each other as human beings being once more being collectively screwed by bankers and the titans of industry.

Sure, … slavery was horrible. Wage slavery still exists, ask anyone, white or black, who works at Amazon, or in high rise cubical, or packing chicken for Tyson.

We have a lot in common. On that shared horse, we can dethrone the soulless corporation, and set right the Republic.

Assuming we’d like some order, protecting the self interest of the newly generated army of the unemployed.


the big lie

I’ve been thinking a bit about the logic of the situation, in the sense of how much truth are we getting.

When I was growing up in Montana, around the time of the Korean war, I was taught how to tell if a politician was lying: His mouth is open.

The Pentagon Papers established that our government lied about the Vietnam war, a lot. The Iran-Contra hearings revealed more systematic lying, among the intelligence agencies, and military officers. 9/11, the JFK, RFK and MLK murders – more lying.

Then there is the lies told by the Bush administration about why we should go to war in Afghanistan and Iraq. Obama broke all kinds of promises, like end the war in Afghanistan, shut down gitmo; and, purposefully refused to prosecute Bush administration officials for their lying us into endless war.

Big Tobacco lied about knowing nicotine was addictive, to Congress no less. No charges. Big Pharma got Congress to make them safe from suits for illnesses that may or may not happen because of vaccines, in the ’90’s. Thinking ahead I’d guess.

When 2008 happened, the agencies we trust to be watch dogs on the lookout for lying in the finance industry, kept giving AAA ratings to any weird thing banks and insurance companies wanted to sell, regardless of the real value of the underlying properties.

In TARP we gave 280 million to the banks, basically begging them to use it to increase the cash flow in the economy, and they spent it on themselves.

“Gave” is probably the wrong word, because our government borrowed money from the Fed for this, which means it is the taxpayer who is on the hook. All of us who got special checks recently, should remember that the last time that happened we ending up paying it back a year later via a decrease in the automatic tax deductions.

Social Security has never been broke, although it sure looks like it, because Congress took the trust money (hundreds of millions of dollars), and spent it on wars, so as to not have to have the increase in military spending show up in the budget.

President Clinton ended “Glass-Steagall”, which had been on the books since the depression, and kept your local bank from acting like a risk taking financial corporation.

Is anyone detecting a pattern here?

If you trust the narrative on the pandemic-pandemonium, you need to check into a mental hospital, and then see how that works out for you.

A few weeks ago a video called the Plandemic appeared. I didn’t pay much attention, yet I noticed that in less than ten days it had been removed from Facebook, and Youtube, while the same social media was flooded by articles describing the doctor as a fake and a liar.

That is an extreme reaction, and it got me to wondering what about that video scared the established powers so much.

I finally watched it and found the smoking gun, plus a lot of supporting details. All the principle liars have stock and patents that are going to make them richer. Richer, being that most of them are already rich.

When Eisenhower gave his famous farewell address, with its warning about the military industrial complex, he also warned about the excessive influence of money on our centers of learning – want a grant, have an acceptable point of view.


The star of the video above is Judy Mikovits PhD, and she is part author of Plague of Corruption.

Google it, … it is being sold everywhere … odd for a book alleged to be so wrong, don’t you think?

Again, why the f’ do we believe the narrative? Serious people don’t. They look behind the curtain.

Dr. Shiva: Fauci Travelled in Circles with Epstein, Weinstein

Meanwhile, the agent provocateurs are generating race riots, to keep us detracted from discovering we are being intentionally poisoned for profit.

for People of Faith, of whatever Rite

The pandemic-pandemonium is disorganizing the world in such a Way, that the individual has more opportunities to act freely in relation to the dominant false religion: scientific materialism – all is matter, there is no spirit.

Faith should be rewarded, and the books below could be called gospels of the second coming, if our Idea of the First Coming was that Christianity was joined as an anchoring aspect of the manifestation of the Divine Mystery, via three interrelated patriarchal monotheisms. From the point of view of the Mystery, not three religions, just one.

For Judaism, an escape from the polytheism of Egypt, through a not always perfect study of god’s Law (the Father principle). Humanity falling deeper into matter.

For Christianity, the circling in toward death, then upward striving Resurrection, ending the fall into materialism of the Hebrews, a gesture by the Mystery of Love (the Son principle), not just Law.

Then the desert spoke a third song: Islam. The upward gesture, from out of the fall, through Love to an even more remarkable truth: Surrender (the Mother principle).

Great wisdoms from out of the many-mansion totality of Mystery, whose origins enfold the World. There is no language in the realms of science, and religions, and the arts, not influenced by the total culture of the past. As a consequence, these books, tho’ oriented in a kind of “Christian” ethos, are concerned with ideas true for everybody, of whatever Faith. Gospels that are scientific, artistic, and religious.

The books below are just a few, that might be helpful. Helpful? The Redemption of Materialistic Science … something everyone on the Planet needs, given that the totality of Nature is better at watching and loving us, than we are at actually seeing Her.

I do not believe folks truly want to buy unnatural science’s dominion-over the Earth, … when what we need is communion-with, or … a relationship on an I and Thou level with Nature.

The active links are to places to buy the books.

Two of the 12 are books are mine. “the Way of the Fool” is a gospel of the Second Coming. {“a”, not “the”, gospel} I wrote it over the course of a year, at age 64, following a 45 day fast.

The other: “The Art of God: an actual theory of Everything” was begun and completed shortly after I received initiation into the Mysteries of the Mother (on epiphany 2008), and the Son late 2009, early 2010. I was 70.

I took the religious question, reformatted that as a theory, and then created a theoretical/testable spiritual social science to explain everything.
This next book is amazing. I knew this woman for 6 years via an internet discussion group called the Ark. We met there between 1997 and 2003. Christ sent her to Morocco, to experience Ramadan in the fall of 2000, so that our group could face 9/11 via the insights of a remarkable spirit.

On Becoming an Alchemist – a guide for the modern magician“, by Catherine MacCoun, which she describes, modestly, as a unity of Tibetan and Christian Alchemy. {a gospel of soul}


“Poetic Diction” by Owen Barfield. Was friends with Tolkien and such when writing this. Also a student of Rudolf Steiner, and an expert on the “evolution of consciousness”. I call this book: a gospel of the imagination.

I heard him speak once. Over a hundred in the audience, and one question was whether or not he followed Rudolf Steiner’s idea that we would be better off reading one Steiner book 50 times, that 50 books once. If he did what was that book?


His reply: “A Theory of Knowledge Implicit in Goethe’s World Conception“, which Barfield described as the least read most important book Steiner ever wrote.

I describe that book as “a gospel of knowing”. The picture below is from that books table of contents.


For there to be a “science”, there needs to be process of investigation that can be replicated. That is a principle virtue of this books, so lets us next take a peek at a gospel of physics, by Ernst Lehrs: Man or Matter .

Here is a picture of that table of contents:


Surely a gospel or organic chemistry is called for as well.

Rudolf Hauschka’s “The Nature of Substance” Its content page:


How about a gospel of movement, … Theodor Schwenk’s Sensitive Chaos – The Creation of Flowing Forms in Water and Air


The Earth’s Green World is immense, and central to all life. How about a gospel of the Plant, Vol. 1 & Vol. 2


That makes nine books (one with two vols.) The next three are by the same author, Tom Cowan, M.D. .. a gospel of medicine …

I was acquainted with him a few decades ago, and at a political meeting at his home (his wife at that time was having the meeting, he was just working nearby) … at one point walked through the gathering, and asked: “Why are People fat?” Following which, he said, “because they are starving” by which I later learned he meant fat people’s brains react to the lack of real nutrition in our food, by making us feel hungry, so we eat too much, and never satisfy the real hunger.

Or, he said, walking back the other way later: “What is the biggest cause of death in America?” pause … “the doctor”.

He has written and published three new volumes, ripe with his wit, intelligence, and heretical views. Everyone who cares about the health of all humans on the Planet, should own and read these books.
Human Heart, Cosmic Heart: A Doctor’s Quest to Understand, Treat, and Prevent Cardiovascular Disease”

Vaccines, Autoimmunity, and the Changing Nature of Childhood Illness

Cancer and the New Biology of Water

Medicine Woman is Here (the Mother is back with the Moon)

Here He comes to Save the Day, Mighty Mouse is on the Way

Here He comes to Save the Day, Mighty Mouse is on the Way

Right now the Earth is more or less ruled by large multinational corporations. Borrowing from that aspect of the collective imagination, carried in the latest Godzilla film, we might find some interesting metaphors.

Godzilla is an icon for the wild and unpredictable effects of untamed human creativity. Atom bombs spawned a monster. More than one monster, over the course of 35 films. The latest film uses an interesting metaphorical device in reference to the bad monsters savaging the earth: calling them Titans. An ancient Greek term for “ … the children of the primordial deities Uranus (heaven) and Gaea (earth). The Titan included Oceanus, Tethys, Hyperion, Theia, Coeus, Phoebe, Cronus, Rhea, Mnemosyne, Themis, Crius and Iapetus.”.

Those folk never went away, … materialistic science just got rid of any idea of there being any sentient consciousness in Nature, besides ours. Wonderfully, They are still there: rogue waves, tornadoes, earthquakes, plagues etc.= Carl Sagan’s “Demon Haunted World”.

Then there are the Titans of Industry. All our conspiracy theories of big Phama and company are true, human nature being human nature. Revelations called human freedom: The Beast from the Abyss. Corporate cultures arise from souls-corrupted by choice, and talents including sociopaths, and fringe autism spectrum folk: no empathy.

The metaphor in the latest Godzilla movie is that Godzilla is a greater monster, in fact the “king” of the monsters.

Battles rage over the Earth. Humans do foolish things trying to control monsters. There is a father and a mother and a female child, who are involved in creating a technological device for attracting and calling monsters, which include some specific music-like sounds, that draws the King of Monsters to where the source instrument is held by the female child.

“God”zilla – who is able to move all over the planet very rapidly, through deep underground water courses, one of which is suggestive of the ruins of Atlantis, comes forth to fight the Hydra – you know the ones where if you cut off one head it just grows another. Not a bad metaphor for the multinational corporation … ?

In the final battle, Godzilla is beset with multitude of monsters, including Hydra, and is aided by a monster from previous films called: Mothra. Godzilla looks like giant reptile, and Mothra a huge furry butterfly

In our metaphor then God has to fight soulless corporations, and He is aided by His Mother. They win, game over, big mess left behind.

Ordinary people, having empathy, are drawn to helping others. All over are world, this is collectively, the “god”zilla within. Human heart’s minds feel, and from this grace a power enters into a specific situation, born and borne in individual freedom.

At the same time Mothra – the Earth as Mother, is aiding us. Monsters we can’t handle, She takes care of. Godzilla’s fiery breath destroys. Fires are burning again in urban America.

the consciousness of crows

Three crows were sitting on different telephone wires, watching three fools, wearing masks. The crows, having mutual-consciousness across a grand spectrum of the astral world, danced together with the wind. They sometimes felt another-wind, less sensual, and more erotic. In the human digression, the difference is one similar to that between the skin, the biggest organ in the human nature, and the mind, the seas of mystery. The skin being primarily an organ of the senses , thus “sensual”, and the mind being an organ of the imagination, thus “erotic”.

Birds are, by their nature as divine living thought, philosophers. The masks were a curiosity, and if a crow spent some time on a tree branch, the songs of the underground-roots could be felt in waves of passion via the luminous dark of the Mother.

The stones held memories, and a root gently holding a stone in caresses unimaginable, would feel the stones release another tale, solid with wisdom – these earth-bones sentient librarians in the Mother-mind. Solid is One, sang the gnomes while at work helping hold It All Together Now.

The masks became much discussed. Stones remembered when the human digression wore masks at celebrations of the spirit in the all surround everywhere, free of time and space. The mask an art work from the hands of divine intervention digression, the realm where humans did.

The new masks radiated fear. A burden demanded, and a shaming as well. A human face such a wonder of expression. What dark gods the human digression worships these days, who see breath, and touch, and closeness dangerous.

All those machines in the lost castles of human folly called science … Castles built to the excessive order of intellect alone, the heart’s feeling mind and fiery-spirit-will be damned.

Children then. Still children. Much to learn, and usually the hard way.

The winged folk stirred the air, and the air folk danced to the sounding and music of flight.

The green world shuddered at the human digressions need to kill the tiniest bits of living-ness, on the cross of spirit-less theories. Growth is divine chaos, sure. But life’s abundant joyous chaos does not cause dis-ease.

Were it not for the symphonies of the time-lords, the star folk, who graced each days nights with marvels unending, … the little folk would not have been able to do their duties of manifestation, given how much death lived in the human digression’s mechanistic technologies.

Her of the Moon-nature, bled dreams as the crisis matured and the human digression’s freedom warred with itself. Unity of mind not theirs, at a cost the Mother turned to love, the Mystery undefeated by the madness of spiritual infants.

On the other-side of the Sky, the Titans gathered to consider the next targets of Her Rogue Weather, while the Earth Mother prepared the Gates of Death to receive home many upon many upon many.

The sweeping, of Atlantis off the board of existence, had not been nearly as well attended as is the ongoing metamorphosis of what the human digression currently thinks of as “civilization” – still the Titans of storms and tsunamis and earthquakes and volcanoes worked their arts and grafts, with loving care for All Our Relations.

The three crows wove a wish in the community of air folk, in this way contributing to the dreaming – the astral the human digressions know as the doors between waking and sleeping, living and dying, madness and sanity, and remembering and forgetting.

Faerie dreams, of course. The Forests need the human digression, as do the Clouds. Would that the human digression feel the same in return, that would be a blessing. Perhaps the masks would evolve. Taking on the aura of mystery, except for the eyes, and yet in intimacy – the whole face unclothed, the power of surrender a temple.

Masks of masques of celebration of the return to remembrance of the Mother, each human digression meant to be its own work of art. All that is great in the whole of the Creation, lives in the human. Wisdom of masks, worn on purpose, by choice, decorated in defiance of unwarranted authority over human freedom.

Meeting the Beings Connected to Our Electrical Technology.

Meeting the Beings Connected to Our Electrical Technology.

Previously I have indicated that the manifestation of our electrical technology began with acts of unconscious magic, in order to take from matter this order-power of the Father at rest, and capture it in chains. Part of the problem comes from our lack of Faith, such that while we play with “Powers”, we are unwilling to honor Them, having lost the direct connections of antiquity.

Part of the pandemic pandemonium is that there is an uptick in experiences at the threshold between the material and non-material levels of reality. We are waking up, just as predicted … we are in the “dawning” of the Age of Aquarius. Not in the Age, in the “dawning”.

All the oldest religions knew directly that such acts of gratitude for our existence were important, and from this were born the many Rites all over the world, that honor the Divine Mystery. These Rites vary in accord with the local spiritual and geological realities. This means that there are different spiritual beings that effect culture and language, and take account of local conditions on the astral and ethereal planes of existence.

This also means that the Way – to approach and meet the Beings connected to the unconscious magic that birthed our technological civilization – varies all over the Earth. On the blog I write, as a kind of headline: “finding the path to the future through the gateways of the past”.

Ceremony. Rite is ceremony. Our daily routines are Rite, whether we do this awake or asleep. Ages ago women were known for their gifts of the household, and for working with the little folk – the elemental kingdoms, who are the leading edge of continuous manifestation. If the men hunted and fished, food was taken with reverence. It was prepared with reverence.

If the reader of this has the time (and the interest) it will be useful to seek the oldest religious tales where you live, from the time when the Mystery was seen as a Pantheon. They are not metaphorical, except in the evolution over time of their telling. We tell tales of Spider Woman to our children, and in this help them see Spider Woman in the Now. What might be called “the Underworld” in the ancient Americas, and Faerie in England, is called “the Lost Cities” in Italy.

In the TV series “Stranger Things”, that premonition – of the return of the laws of the dark – was called “the Upside-down”. Our creative folk are dreaming dreams of something lost to us, but not to the Mystery. The movie Arrival is a wonderful mediation out of the Collective Imagination, where we are taught what the Beings of our Atmosphere wish us to know.

In that film, twelve objects materialize all over the planet. Our governments react with the idea that this is likely an “alien” invasion. Even so, first contact efforts are made, which involve those who wish to exchange “knowledge” having to enter into the objects. When we enter, the whole of our perceptions of relationship to gravity are almost literally upside down. It is as if the environment of the visitors is a realm where levity is stronger than gravity, and even time slips away as the main human character – a women – learns their “language”.

Eventually she gets to ask “them” why they came, and the line from the film goes something like this: We wish to help you now, because in the future – in 3000 years – we will need your help to save us.

When the “alien” ships “leave”, they don’t go towards outer space, but fade into the atmosphere.

Their help involves a new “language”, which is sort of what humanity needs in the present. We need start with remembering beings of the deep past, as a means to forge a more modern Way of Discourse.

Keep in mind this, from Einstein: “Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand.”

The same with the movie Annihilation, and its idea of the “shimmering”, … a barrier where if we cross it we find exuberant chaotic growth, which in the end wants to emulate the human being. Even in the recent Star Wars films, the trials of the main characters include an encounter with their “own” darkness. In Star Wars VIII, Rey falls into a cave, and into water, and then when out of the water finds a vision of a hall of mirrors, full of her image in endless repeating reflection.

The nature of the True Dark, where resides the oldest powers, is that It feeds back to you what you bring. Rudolf Steiner went there and investigated it as a scientist of the spirit, finding within only his own unfinished business. To go into the Luminous Dark (thanks to Stephen Clarke for that term, and as well the use of the word paradox in my last posting), we must go naked, weak, needy, human – aware of being horribly flawed, and yet surrender to Her Love, for She receives us as we are, not expecting us to be otherwise. In fact, our goofy-ness is a kind of virtue. If we did not let our own wild out on occasion, we miss out on knowing Her. Years ago, the word “silly” meant possessed by the sacred.

The above is a reflection on the attitude that needs to be cultivated if we want to understand and use the magic aspects of technology. As we “took” these powers from their proper place, part of us had to be unconscious, because it was an Act that needed considerable oversight from both Above and Below.

We see now the technological mess, and our artists imagine all kinds of dark potential futures, mostly because history shows a major human tendency to wickedness.

In Ceremonial Magic, a “sigil” can be an aid. https://www.google.com/search?q=sigils&sxsrf=ALeKk03CX2nv6WJnXMR9wMUhT_hqCKPfJw:1589558871625&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwia3ZGfoLbpAhXFUs0KHartChgQ_AUoAnoECBUQBA&biw=1024&bih=462

During the development of our diagrammatic ways of setting up electrical circuits, “symbols” were used without us knowing which class beings were called into the ordering structures that unfolded greater and greater complexity over time. https://www.google.com/search?q=wiring+diagrams&sxsrf=ALeKk01OeyGeyQhcXbEgU9F9FFHFQ2yQIA:1589559132414&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjPgb-bobbpAhVJGs0KHYmyBPIQ_AUoAXoECAwQAw&biw=1024&bih=462

A glance at those two google pages will reveal that electronic symbols/sigils are mostly straight lies, while the magical sigils/symbols have many curves, and sometimes curves and straight lines together.

As humanity more and more denied its ancient wisdoms, in favor of a world view with no spirit in it at all, we lost the understanding of the nature of spiritual evocation. Franz Bardon’s second book is called: “The Practice of Ceremonial Evocation”, which oddly enough was the first Bardon book I read. The story it tells can be very inspiring.

There are hundreds of sigils in that book, along with the name of the specific beings, its capacities, and where in the zodiacal spheres does its home lie. Bardon only gave sigils for beings we would tend to call “positive”, and a left out sigils from the beings we would call “negative”. We already have some of the latter sigils in the electronic symbols of a wiring diagram. Bardon also did not reveal even the “positive” beings of the Mars Sphere, given the temptations that wait on the path to magical understanding.

In much of so-called magical literature, they frequently present a few various sigils, but only Bardon has the depth and breadth we need. A lot of the literature on magical Rites is sort of fast food magic. You get what you order. If you want a meal prepared carefully, you have to do it yourself.

Bardon’s books are, in a sense, gateways just in the reading of the words and ideas. Thinking what has been written is a type of magical experience, when reading an author with Bardon’s gifts. Consistent with magical literature lore, not all the secrets in the books are obvious. There is a lot of noise in the signal, which then lets folk find the magic music they seek and desire. We bring something to the act of reading (as in the descent into Faerie), and the Bardon’s books reflect back to us our hopes and dreams.

One of the hidden instructions involves the idea of the “meditating scholar”. We read the books to get a sense of the deeper context – in a scholarly sense, and as a beginner on the magical Path, can still engage in conversation across the threshold, through using the imagination to picture the sigil, or other symbolic notations such as the name.

Before we call – in a neighborly way – on the entity, we cultivate an attitude of gratitude. One way to do this, is to first draw a geometric shape in the imagination, consistent with each zone, … say for example the shape of a pentagon, itself imaginatively inscribed into a circle. So in the imagination we first draw the circle as unity, then inside that the geometric shape symbolizing the zone in the spirit, and then the sigil and name of the particular being with whom we seek conversation in meditation.

You can also do this by talking out loud to objects in your environment, thankful of their service. Our efforts should include the re-ensouling of all of material reality. Nature watches us more closely than we watch and honor Her, and Her many helpers.

Keep in mind that what you bring with you, as unredeemed appetites for example, will affect the contact, and may even cause us to “meet” someone else entirely. In essence, this is a kind of courtship, seeking friendship, which then honors the immortal entity with which we desire spiritual intercourse.

Many of us already do this activity, using guided imagination to meditate on love, or forgiveness, or many another abstract ideal. Bardon describes the “ideal’ nature of the each being, so for example here are what he sez about:

Fig. 1: Pyrhum. In the the kingdom of the elements Pyrhum is powerful spirit of in the rank of a king or sovereign. A great number of fire-spirits are subject to his power and are constantly at his disposal. He will reveal special method to the magician who rules him; methods by which the magician may have striking successes with the help of the fire-element. … The sign of his seal must be drawn in a red color … A talisman … must have the shape of a pentagon.

Fire is the symbol in this ancient science for the forces of the “will”, by the way.

A key mood is play, although above we see Bardon use the word “rule”. Once on a Bardon discussion list I asked other students about such language as “rule” or “command”. Should we impose our will on such an entity? Is that not somehow immoral?

It is tradition to see the elemental kingdoms’ beings as not free in the same way as the more ephemeral hierarchies. We can see the goofy here by asking something on the order of: If I chance to meet the Mother, would I want to rule or command Her?

Such close encounters of the fifth kind, are on the order of a couple of racially different appearing kids in a playground who have never met, and for a while just play a bit side by side in order to work out “safety” considerations, before we join them in the wild and intimate spontaneity of play. Alien abductions are unconscious meetings at the threshold, with the Elementals that were sucked out of their normal sphere of existence through the class 23 white singularity which we call an atom bomb, and into our dimensions of habitation.

The problem is the physics didn’t recognize matter as having consciousness. Some UFO “scholars” have the view of there begin four primary “races” of “aliens”, … a broken mirror understanding of the four kingdoms of the Elementals

Should you wish to become a meditating scholar on magic, the best results will come from the use Bardon’s The Practice of Ceremonial Evocation. Read it for fun, keeping in mind that the place to start is the sigils and names for entities from the Four Kingdoms of the Elementals: fire/will/salamanders …. air/intellect/sylphs … water/feeling/undines … and, earth/consciousness/gnomes.


A wonderful book for appreciating this, is The Slow Regard of Silent Things.

Consider this hint … most of us acquire a collection of physical objects, often sentimental for the memories they evoke. In Bardon’s first book, he explains the use of talismans. We do this ourselves, instinctively. A favorite scarf, or hat. A particular piece of jewelry. A candle. A view.

There is life and consciousness in all our relations.

The Nature of the War Against Humanity, and the Role of the Multinational Corporation

The Nature of the War Against Humanity, and the Role of the Multinational Corporation

Understanding the pandemic pandemonium requires some careful thought. This “moment in history” is a teaching story, written and enacted by the Divine Mystery.

There is a war, and a battlefield, and sides to choose. But first a tale ….

In my book “The Art of God – an actual theory of Everything”, I tell a story to illustrate the dangers of assumptions, gossip, and pre-thought thoughts. This is what I wrote:

Tom goes to a cocktail party with his friend Sam. As they enter the main room of the party, Tom sees an attractive woman across the room, and asks his friend if he knows her. Sam says yes, but she is not available, and in fact the man talking to her is her boyfriend. Later during the party Tom finds himself standing next to the woman, and she flirts with him a little bit. Tom would like to respond, but notices that across the room the man, that Sam told him was her boyfriend, is watching them. Tom, thinking this could be a problem, does not respond to the flirting and goes home alone.

The fact was Sam didn’t know what he was talking about. The girl was single, and the man talking to her was her gay neighbor, who always looked out for her at parties, worried about who she might hook up with. She was genuinely interested in Tom and that is why she was flirting with him. He, however, carried the taboo connected to what Sam had said (not wanting to interfere in an existing relationship) and so didn’t understand the opportunity presented to him.

Since he already thought he knew what was going on, his pre-thought thought (his assumption) prevented him from actually thinking about the real nature of the experience he was having when the girl was flirting with him.”

Let us now apply this insight (as a kind of test of my “Theory”) to our situation.

Given that this will be a “metaphorical” approach, rather than an analysis, perhaps the reader should note in passing that part of what is at issue is the difference between the quantitative aspects of existence, and the qualitative. Analysis gives you one point of view, while “metaphor” and the underlying law of analogy gives another. The former is more dead, and the latter more living.

The party we – in our time – are going to, involves the whole of our situation. On one side (Tom) is human beings hungering to reconnect to Nature, She who is so attractive across the room. Sam is scientific materialism, who gives honestly felt, but completely erroneous advice about what is really going on.

The pandemic pandemonium is the Mother Nature mystery flirting with us. Think about it. The world is running away from a bug, and it is a bug that is a kind of life. She is Life-Blooming (April showers bring May flowers), especially when the growth cycle is going full blast. Imagine, if you can, all the bugs in our bio-home. More than the number of the stars in the sky, each a point of life, a kind of type, and thus at the same time: a unity.

We live in seas of microorganisms, which act collectively (think split-screen physics, and spooky action at a distance). This collective connectivity is self conscious, as are we. Nature is better at observing us, than we are at observing Her.

The Mother was known to all the ancient Earth Religions. She stepped back so that we humans, in our own evolution of conscious, could be as free as possible of the original awareness of the Mystery (be at one with nature). This separation is now acute, witness the battle for our forests, between the remaining aboriginal peoples, and the powers of international commerce and finance.

Out of scientific materialism, which is ignorant&arrogant, we are taught that Nature as no sentient inside, and is just a bunch of soulless “things”. Sam really believes he is helping his friend. Sam sees dangers, where what is really there – in the “gay” friend – is protection and caring, and a willingness to dance wildly on occasion. For us, these are floods, earthquakes, rogue weather, and Sam’s favorite modern boogeyman: Climate Change.

We are Tom. All the same, Her flirting is relentless. She still wants to connect with us. We just have to see past Sam’s mechanistic theories – in this specific case – the narrative we are currently being sold of the meaning of events, by folk who do not actually know.

There is no contagious bug running around trying to kill off humanity. There is – in modern civilization – massive conditions of illness, most of which are born in Sam’s ignorance about human nature: no spirit, just matter, coupled to human appetites, that are a kind of darkness in their own Way.

Sam’s only “model” will be in wreckage in the aftermath of this crisis. The crisis, if we can access the real facts, will show that the disease of “greed is good” had more to do with the pandemic pandemonium than the alleged plague. For example, on my Facebook feed yesterday there was an assertion by an expert whose ideas are counter to the current narrative, which assertion was that if we have had a flu shot in the last ten years, we will have early versions of the “COVID” class of “bugs” already in our system. Making the testing even more useless, and as well socially dangerous to our freedoms.

Illness symptoms introduced through vaccines is to be helped by more of the same? We are urged in directions that are not for our good, but for the “the greater good”, a favorite excuse of the leisure class when it is about to – conscious of the “evil” – make more wealth and power at the expense of the rest of us.

The pandemic is a fiction of the moral children, occupying positions of power. Follow the money, and the real boogeyman is at the end of that rainbow. The pandemonium is the gift of the Mother, in order to make the powers that be less effective. Chaos is to our advantage. Excesses of order is to their advantage.

Saving us from the fictional plague, … that is the battleaxe of fear pointed at our hearts&minds, when the real cause (and meaning) of most “deaths” is otherwise.

A multinational corporation is an entity built on anti-human principles. They have no conscience, because to rise through the culture of such businesses requires the attitudes of a sociopath, coupled with the intelligence in the darker ranges of autism-spectrum “disorders”.

The Mystery loves them anyway. And, as with the rest of us, guides their biographies (through Mother’s Divine Providence – there is no self-made man), given – if we actually see “history” – given that She is teaching something to all of us, lessons for which each has volunteered. The reason for the alleged population explosion has to do with spirit-souls wanting to incarnate in this age, for the rare opportunity to grow through the personal trials of their individual biography.

In my first experience with the Divine Mother, I was in a moment of crisis, and asked what do She and Her Son do with all our crap/evil/etc., for surely They knew us more intimately than we do ourselves. She spoke softly, and with a hint of affection: “We turn it into Love”.

There is a clever saying that is not really true: What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. Surviving trials in life, yes. Death and dying … no. Death and dying are special, even if the dominant narrative is all about saving people from a most fearful aspect of existence = dying and death.

In the aftermath we will have an opportunity to reflect. Many questions, in the face of a powerful hunger to place blame.

For a moment, let us just look at aspects of this as a kind of story …

The course of this illness is confusing, mostly because scientific materialist’s don’t know how to think in wholes. People are getting flu symptoms, flu being an elimination of toxins process. The toxins, whether radiant energy or just vaccines themselves, are the cause, and the proliferation of the bug (earlier versions of which are already inside us) a secondary effect of imbalances in the bio-home due to the toxins in the air, the food, and the water.

Now – to She who has the whole world in His Hands – dying and death are very special rites. S – a – m (scientific materialism) not recognizing spirit, does not even begin to understand dying and death.

The dying is taking place in environments of more stress. They poke us, stick hoses in our lungs, all the while using all of the arts and medicines (themselves toxic) to try to heal us. The intention and hard work is wonderful. Were we to better understand death and dying, it can get even acquire moments of grace.

Many of those dying experience a hardening of the respiratory process, which ultimately creates suffocation. We die because we can’t breath.

To the human spirit what does this mean, to die of suffocation, as did the Son on the Cross?

A qualitative (not formal and organized) Christianity understands what are called the Seven Stages of the Passion of Christ. Washing the Feet; the Scourging; the Crowing with Thorns; the Carrying of the Cross, the Crucifixion; and the Entombment. Many biographies in our time have events, which are qualitative trials organized around this same spiritual metaphor.

What does it mean to enduring a death via suffocation, and then to find one’s spirit in the afterlife, a place for rest between trials

Modern corporate greed is the Roman Empire dying, and this is accompanied by the “cross” of a narrative that does not yet see that: all are to be forgiven, for they know not what they do.

Electricity … a devotional and artistic representation

Electricity … a devotional and artistic representation

Scientific language has enabled poets to speak of the electricity and/or chemistry in male and female relationships. Non-binary folk aside, the idea of male and female has a longer history, one that goes all the way back to the Emerald Tablet. To the priests of the ancient Egyptian Mysteries (aka: magic), the human being was neither male or female in their essence, but rather a complex of often paradoxical polarities, which always reduce themselves to secondary unities.

There is no “good” only, without its conceptual partner “evil”. Good & Evil are what we face in this age of being human, that trial itself is a secondary unity that arises from the primary unity having engaged in a division process, which the ancients saw as One, that then begats the One (father) & the Many (mother), a paradoxical duality (seeming opposites), which appears to us as a secondary unity that Christian tradition calls: the Son.

The One (the Father) through division into Many (the Mother) never loses the unity nature, such that Christ sez: I and the Father are One, and no one gets to the Father except through me.

Electricity is itself only half of a unity. We have to see the unity in the paradoxical polarity of Electricity and Magnetism, which yet manifests in a secondary unity which we experience as conscious Reality (the Son). The human being lives in&of the Son. The divine nature of the Son, via the principle of the Many, is also then everywhere … In All our Relations.

Mixed into this artistic order&chaos, are powers. Powers (Father, Mother, Son) and Principalities (Lucifer, or too much selfish love – temptation, and Ahriman, too little empathic love – prosecution), another paradoxical polarity – we can’t have one without the other).

Goethe recognized that inside/beneath sensible reality there had to be an inviolable sub-strata of order, otherwise our material existence would not follow any laws at all, the chaos principle by itself would overwhelm everything. Natural science began to grasp/seek this “order”, for which they invented the euphemism “laws of nature”.

One fundamental law is what we today call electricity&magnetism. The principle of order (unity) does not drive out the principle of many (chaos).

In projective geometry we find an understanding of the paradoxical duality: heaven and earth (aka: levity and gravity), … e.g. periphery and point. Counter-space and Space. Invisible light-potential, and manifested dark-potential, for without dark there is no light. Producing then the secondary unity: “In It (the Word) was Life, and the Life was the Light of the World.”

Over in the la la land of Steiner-said has come to exist considerable confusion. Steiner-said is a religion, not a science. Steiner “indicated” is a wonder, but there is no there there unless the individual human spirit/mind looks themselves at the phenomena, instead of lounging in a comfortable chair, reading.

Recent macro-social events (the pandemic pandemonium) have forced humanity to take a closer look at most of what it is that we think (as in believe) to be true. Among the imagined “causes” of this presumed world-wide contagious illness, is something called 5G..

In the book “the invisible rainbow”, we get a history of the “electrification” of our life sphere environment, where the picture is made that not only is a “virus” not the cause, but our relationship to electricity is dangerous, and in fact in the early days of the encounter with the mystery of electricity, our physicians observed these effects everywhere. Many people were sensitive to the electrical and magnetic fields to which they were being exposed, with many undesirable effects, including extreme tiredness and spontaneous bleeding. Not everyone was so affected, a significant phenomena in itself.

Above I added the word “field”. This is an important concept. If you take two magnets and lay them on your desk, you can feel the field as you either let them move toward each other, or away. Our hands will feel the invisible “force-field”. There is no visible there there, nor is there any “matter” there in the field.

What is this non-material “field”?

Some years ago I wrote an essay: “There is No Free Energy”, which was published in the Journal of Borderland Science, a venue were Tesla, Keely, and other non-mainstream thinkers were being studied. It is important to notice that this work continues, and is filled with the spirit of the Americas, a spirit which does not separate dark from light, but seeks to know the meaning of their integration.

In that essay I pointed to the idea that what we call “space” was created. This is covered in one of the major works of the Goethean scientist George Adams Kaufmann: “Space and the Light of Creation”, whose first of three chapters is called: Radiation of Space. Of course, in the la la land of Steiner-sez, no one reads this remarkable essay on mathematical-physics, published in that Steiner-indicated year for the return of Christ in the Ethereal, 1933.

What is then a matter-less “field”? Phenomenologically it is what it is, a place where space itself is expressing a different condition of existence. Faraday’s “imponderable substance”, as against the polarity: “ponderable substances”. No one questions the existence of the field, but at the same time modern science, with its materialist bent, doesn’t see this “field” for what it actually reveals.

Human existence takes place in a “rainbow” of imponderable fields, for example: “gravity”. Over in Goethean science we note the polar paradox of there also being a “levity” field.

Spiritual Science posits as a basic tenant that all of existence is filled with invisible beings, which Steiner labeled: “the spiritual world”. The spiritual and the material can’t be separated, but their normal relationship can be disturbed.

Gravity is the dynamic Love of the Mother. Levity is the dynamic Love of the Son, while electromagnetism is the dynamic love of the Father, who already being the primal unity, still manifests as a paradoxical polarity, in the process of being the sub-strata of order Goethe knew had to be there.

Keep in mind that we study electromagnetism as a “law” of nature, which lawfulness is the presence of the Father at Rest, after the Creation reached the stage (Saturn, Sun, Moon) Earth.

What happens when we use an unconscious set of magical truths, to take out of its proper place in the Creation, this force for order? What we got was a “power” in chains, albeit a sacrificial act as well, Father and Son being One.

We were meant to do this. This is no accident.

In the total Life Sphere of the Earth-existence, there then comes to be radiant conditions. Steiner can call this fallen light if he wishes, but the reality is that unfallen light and fallen light both remain in existence, there being no separation at this level of manifestation.

None the less, the Life Sphere is being overrun by what Steiner called death forces, which really just points to the fact that natural science took a path where it excluded the imponderable qualitative aspects of reality, in making up the false inner pictures into which Western Civilization has wandered.

Materialism removed consciousness as a potential property of matter, and by this error of thought, made understanding the truth of human existence impossible.

Let me add some additional vocabulary, from the ancient Egyptians and their science of magic.

The elements fire, air, water, and earth, are symbols for; will, intellect, feeling, and consciousness. There are two fundamental aspects to fire/will, transcendental and terrestrial. In the terrestrial fire/will we have to do with a process – which via densification – has produced material substance, and in the transcendental fire/will we have to do with imponderable/qualitative deeds that made this possible.

Electromagnetism is the balance of law (order) and chaos (growth) at a material level. The primary unity, becoming a paradoxical polarity, which can’t but become a secondary unity. When these powers are removed (via magical means) from their right place in the creation, illness will arise for the whole of the living (extreme tiredness and spontaneous bleeding).

To restore the balance, which has thus been lost, requires nothing less than more revelation than Steiner had provided. Thus, the paradox of the Aristotelians and the Platonists.

Steiner taught of the Son and the Father, and only hinted at the Mother. It is the revelations of the Mother, which can – being life “forces” – be the balance against the death “forces”. We can’t get rid of “death”, as long as we are incarnating in matter.

Within the developments of “scientific” terms, were many concepts regarding electricity that used such ideas as “current” and “flow”. This came about, because as Steiner warned, the crucial matter was the “conception” of these phenomena. Conceived of as parts of something flowing through wires, on the way to getting someplace, we mask the reality, which is that manifestation is of unities.

The electrical and magnetic field – altered nature of space – phenomena is not something abstract, but a consequence of the activity of invisible (imponderable) beings (forces). This terrestrial fire/will is One Thing, never parts. We have observed this quality in the experiments in physics where an effect on one particle instantaneously effects another. Objects in space may appear to occupy discrete placements, yet at the same time never loose their unitary nature.

We have taken the order principle, abstracted it in thought as well as physically; and finding there the at rest ordering power of the Father, terrestrial fire/will, we put this to work in our civilization. What the writer of “the invisible rainbow” calls electrical illnesses are the consequences of our arrogant ignorance, which by applying too much force-of-order overwhelms the life forces (extreme tiredness), and the spiritual “forces” (bleeding) in sensitive people

The counter to too much order is the application of chaos. The aggregate influences of the Holy Mother, which are appearing in our time socially, by wild (rogue) weather on the one hand, and vital social rebelliousness on the other, are the cure. We need to celebrate the help of the Mother, as She guides us through the waking up rite of passage, needed to replace scientific materialism, with devotion to what has created us, for which the terms random and chance are an abomination.

Everyone is the right person in the right place at the right time. Including terrestrial fire/will.